What is going on?

I wonder what is going on?

Was it my fault that I can find the video in my colleague's share drive? Why people need to shout at me. My colleague had verified and agreed that there was a problem with my computer.

Was it my fault that I do not want to joke with my boss? What is wrong with not joking with my boss? Do I need to joke with my boss to get promotion? Insulting me that I for not be capable? At least I am up right. I answered with a clear conscious.

Was it my fault that I am sicked? Who want to be sicked?

A situation for you to consider.

Wife received a text message asking her to bring husband to see doctor. Husband refused because of a bad experience that he had with a doctor. Wife feel very angry because in the eye of other, wife has failed to take care of husband and hence she feel humiliated in front of other.

Is face value more important or health more important?

Wife is upset with husband not because husband failed to take care of his health but rather husband had caused humiliation on wife.

If I were the husband I will feel even more sad.

What is wrong with the world?

What wrong with me?

I am heart broken. Who can understand me?