Posting

It has been a while since I blogged and I almost forgot what is blogging. I am back to blogging because my recent communication with people has broken down. I really wonder is it me or other. Anyway, just for a thought. I was talking to this person. I noticed that she had not been eating much meat. Out of concern, I asked, "Why you did not eat the meat?" The proud and harsh reply was: "I don't feeling like eat meat." I seriously do not like that answer. I thought that that was really a selfish reply. Am I too sensitive? I thought that maybe the person can answer in a nicer way. Example like: "I have no appetite." or "I prefer more veg today." will seriously be a much better and humble reply. I think I am tired. Tired of school, tired of people, tired of living. Next time, friends.

Letter

老婆，

你不开心时，我会让你开心
你开心时，我会让你更开心
你有complain时，我会用心去听
你伤心时，我会帮你忘了伤心事
你生气时，我会弄你笑
你需要我时，我就在你身边
你不需要我时，我会旁等你， 在你需要我时，我马上就到。


老婆， 我爱你。

I have tried these for most of the time.

However, you are not willing to let me rest when I am down.

Who can understand I am human, I have flesh and warm blooded.

What is going on?

I wonder what is going on?

Was it my fault that I can find the video in my colleague's share drive? Why people need to shout at me. My colleague had verified and agreed that there was a problem with my computer.

Was it my fault that I do not want to joke with my boss? What is wrong with not joking with my boss? Do I need to joke with my boss to get promotion? Insulting me that I for not be capable? At least I am up right. I answered with a clear conscious.

Was it my fault that I am sicked? Who want to be sicked?

A situation for you to consider.

Wife received a text message asking her to bring husband to see doctor. Husband refused because of a bad experience that he had with a doctor. Wife feel very angry because in the eye of other, wife has failed to take care of husband and hence she feel humiliated in front of other.

Is face value more important or health more important?

Wife is upset with husband not because husband failed to take care of his health but rather husband had caused humiliation on wife.

If I were the husband I will feel even more sad.

What is wrong with the world?

What wrong with me?

I am heart broken. Who can understand me?

情书

老婆，

你不开心时，我会让你开心
你开心时，我会让你更开心
你有complain时，我会用心去听
你伤心时，我会帮你忘了伤心事
你生气时，我会弄你笑
你需要我时，我就在你身边
你不需要我时，我会旁等你， 在你需要我时，我马上就到。


老婆， 我爱你。

It's raining crabs!

Oh yes, that's my dream.

My dream is very crappy. I woke up laughing!

This is how the dream went.

I was washing hand at the basin and I felt sharp pain on my right hand. I saw skin coming out from my palm and I felt that the sharp pain was from a spot in the middle of my palm. I felt that there was something that stuck there but I could not get it out. I washed my hands but I overturned the tap and water is overflowing from the basin. I quickly turned off the tap.

The next time I knew was that there were water bursting out from everywhere. So I ran. I ran to the next room where that was another basin. I tried to water my hands there. And all of the sudden, the water burst from everywhere again but with crabs flying all over the place.

One of the crab caught hold of my leg. I raised up my leg and showed it to a person standing beside me. I asked him whether if he wants the crab. He was like NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then I saw many crabs flying around and I scold, "It's raining crab! It's raining crab!"

The next moment, I woke up laughing and I could not stop laughing.

My dream is very crappy!

Promise

I promise that

I will take care of you no matter what happens.

I will protect and defence you in all situation.

I will put you first in all context.

I will fetch you everywhere you go.

I will bring you anywhere you want to go.

I will treat you like princess and make sure you are the prettiest.

I will let you hit when you need to hit something

I will let listen to you anywhere anytime any situation

I will be there for you 24/7. just give me a call.

I will inform you about what i do, when i think, where i go, who i meet and how i love you.

I will cheer you up, make you laugh when you are feeling sad and angry.

I will love you, accept you as who you are and try to go along with you except for eating durian, garlic and onion.

I will stick to you 24/7 so that I can accompany you and not let you be lonely.

Lastly I will love you with all my heart, all my soul and all my mind!

Talk to computer

Today, someone told me that people has been talking to computer. Initially I do not believe.

When I reached home and when I started blogging. I was thinking: "yes, I am now talking to computer!"

Sometime, I really do not realised things happened until people told me. It is pretty true and I think my best friend is actually my computer!

She listens to me when I am angry, when I am sad, when I am lonely, when I am happy and when I have nothing better to do. Suddenly, I feel that she is the most wonderful friend on earth.

But this made me sound very lonely. wahahaha

Email to God

Dear God,

I know that she's out there...the one I'm suppose to share my whole life with.
And in time...you'll show her to me.
Will you take care of her, comfort her, and protect her...until that day we
Meet.
And let her know...my heart...is beating with hers.


In a dream I hold you close
Embracing you with my hands
You gazed at me with eyes full of love
And made me understand

That I was meant to share it with you
My heart my mind my soul
Then I open my eyes
And all I see reality shows I'm alone

But I know someday that you'll be by my side
Cause I know God's just waiting till the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When there's no one there that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

So I prayed until that day (prayed until that day)
When our hearts will beat as one (when our hearts hearts will beat as one)
I will wait so patiently (patiently)
For that day to come (for that day to come)

I know someday that you'll be by my side
Cause I know God's just waiting till the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way (shine he the way)
God will you let her know that I love her so
When there's no one there that she's' not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

Is beating with hers (ooo)
My heart is beating with hers (oooo)
It's beating with hers

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When there's no one there that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

Oh~~~ it's beating with hers
(it's beating with yours)

Beloved,
Sinful Alex

Love2

To find someone who love you is easy.

To find someone who you love is hard.

Now that I have found someone that I need to be with her.

I cant. Life is really ironic and cruel.

Love

Today I went out with kailing the whole day.

We went to daiso and popular to look for her sunday school materials.

Next we went to vivo Marsha. Have clarimari and rosti for lunch. We played reversi till near movie time. She was shivering so we
Left. Later we caught a movie red.

We went to west coast park after movie. Chatted and Played reversi again then sent her home.

Happy and sad...

Isomia

I cannot sleep these few days.

I am tired. I really cannot sleep!

被爱 or 去爱？

你是不是迷上了我?

你是不是迷上了我?

......

我不讲骗话。

你是不是迷上了我？

I nobbed my head.

However, I have been thinking.

我不是迷上了你， 我是爱上了你。

怎么办？

It is really complicated!

你说他是你想嫁的人

你说他是你想嫁的人.

Sad song. This is the fact of life. Even though you are not in love with the person, you will still want to marry him.

Basketball

I went to teach basketball today and it was kinda tiring. LOL

Ironically and complicated life

Life is really ironically and complicated.

When I tried to find someone who is suitable for me, I cannot find any. When I stopped trying, I was then able to meet someone who really touches my heart. However, it was too late because I already belongs to someone else.

Commitment or love?

If today, you are facing situation like the above described. What would you do? Would you go for pure love or would you go for commitment?

Drawings

I guess I am back to my old self who used to draw when I am feeling happy or sad.

I draw this drawing when I was upset with some of the comments made by my boss. I was kinda angry and sad. I have this idea about "xiao ren" and by placing it underneath my shoe, I can keep stepping him. In order to make things worst, I decided to add in a piece of shit, so that the "xiao ren" is full of shit!



I draw this drawing when I was rather happy. She is a friend of mine and she told me her breast size was an apple and a grape. So I draw her this picture to show what she had told me. Wahaha

剑雨

佛陀阿难出家前，在道上见一美貌少女，从此爱慕难舍。佛祖问他：你有多喜欢那少女？ 阿难回答：愿化身为青石桥，受五百年日晒雨打，只求那少女从桥上走过。

我愿化身石桥，受五百年日晒，受五百年风吹，受五百年雨打，但求你能从桥.

Sprained ankle

It has been quite a while since I have a sprained ankle.

Today, I just got myself a sprained ankle. =(

Now it is swollen and it looked bad. My mother scolded me.

"So old already still do not know how to be careful!"

wahahaha!

You are my dream

"You are my dream."

"你是我的梦想。"

I am impressed by the words used in a drama show.

It is so romantic.

Confused

I am confused.

After a while, I do not know what I want.

Love and responsibility. Which one would you choose?

Status and dream. Which one would you choose?

I want to fulfill my dream yet I do not want to give out my status.

In addition, I would prefer my love but I need to be responsible person.

T.T