Talk to computer

Today, someone told me that people has been talking to computer. Initially I do not believe.

When I reached home and when I started blogging. I was thinking: "yes, I am now talking to computer!"

Sometime, I really do not realised things happened until people told me. It is pretty true and I think my best friend is actually my computer!

She listens to me when I am angry, when I am sad, when I am lonely, when I am happy and when I have nothing better to do. Suddenly, I feel that she is the most wonderful friend on earth.

But this made me sound very lonely. wahahaha

Email to God

Dear God,

I know that she's out there...the one I'm suppose to share my whole life with.
And in time...you'll show her to me.
Will you take care of her, comfort her, and protect her...until that day we
Meet.
And let her know...my heart...is beating with hers.


In a dream I hold you close
Embracing you with my hands
You gazed at me with eyes full of love
And made me understand

That I was meant to share it with you
My heart my mind my soul
Then I open my eyes
And all I see reality shows I'm alone

But I know someday that you'll be by my side
Cause I know God's just waiting till the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When there's no one there that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

So I prayed until that day (prayed until that day)
When our hearts will beat as one (when our hearts hearts will beat as one)
I will wait so patiently (patiently)
For that day to come (for that day to come)

I know someday that you'll be by my side
Cause I know God's just waiting till the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way (shine he the way)
God will you let her know that I love her so
When there's no one there that she's' not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

Is beating with hers (ooo)
My heart is beating with hers (oooo)
It's beating with hers

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When there's no one there that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

Oh~~~ it's beating with hers
(it's beating with yours)

Beloved,
Sinful Alex

Love2

To find someone who love you is easy.

To find someone who you love is hard.

Now that I have found someone that I need to be with her.

I cant. Life is really ironic and cruel.

Love

Today I went out with kailing the whole day.

We went to daiso and popular to look for her sunday school materials.

Next we went to vivo Marsha. Have clarimari and rosti for lunch. We played reversi till near movie time. She was shivering so we
Left. Later we caught a movie red.

We went to west coast park after movie. Chatted and Played reversi again then sent her home.

Happy and sad...

Isomia

I cannot sleep these few days.

I am tired. I really cannot sleep!

被爱 or 去爱？

你是不是迷上了我?

你是不是迷上了我?

......

我不讲骗话。

你是不是迷上了我？

I nobbed my head.

However, I have been thinking.

我不是迷上了你， 我是爱上了你。

怎么办？

It is really complicated!

你说他是你想嫁的人

你说他是你想嫁的人.

Sad song. This is the fact of life. Even though you are not in love with the person, you will still want to marry him.

Basketball

I went to teach basketball today and it was kinda tiring. LOL

Ironically and complicated life

Life is really ironically and complicated.

When I tried to find someone who is suitable for me, I cannot find any. When I stopped trying, I was then able to meet someone who really touches my heart. However, it was too late because I already belongs to someone else.

Commitment or love?

If today, you are facing situation like the above described. What would you do? Would you go for pure love or would you go for commitment?

Drawings

I guess I am back to my old self who used to draw when I am feeling happy or sad.

I draw this drawing when I was upset with some of the comments made by my boss. I was kinda angry and sad. I have this idea about "xiao ren" and by placing it underneath my shoe, I can keep stepping him. In order to make things worst, I decided to add in a piece of shit, so that the "xiao ren" is full of shit!



I draw this drawing when I was rather happy. She is a friend of mine and she told me her breast size was an apple and a grape. So I draw her this picture to show what she had told me. Wahaha

剑雨

佛陀阿难出家前，在道上见一美貌少女，从此爱慕难舍。佛祖问他：你有多喜欢那少女？ 阿难回答：愿化身为青石桥，受五百年日晒雨打，只求那少女从桥上走过。

我愿化身石桥，受五百年日晒，受五百年风吹，受五百年雨打，但求你能从桥.