Tired

I am tired!

I really feel like complaining about things that are wrong, things that should not be there, and things that should not have happened.

However after thinking about all the things, I can only let go of this anger in my heart. At the end of the day, fighting back is not the way out because I am at a disadvantage.

My lesson learnt: The world is still the world. It has never change since yesterday, today or tomorrow. No one can be a true friend when they are just a passby in the current state of your life.

Beware and be careful, Mel!

Valentine's Day

From 20100211 Valentine Day Gift

From 20100211 Valentine Day Gift

From 20100211 Valentine Day Gift

LOL~!

This year I recieved three V Day gift. =D

Thank you. =D

Tirness ovewhelming. However, today is a happy day because of the people around me. =) Life is full of surprises. =X I cannot say it but I like the feeling and the moment. =) Enjoy =D

Last basketball session for Zim and Ky

From Friday Basketball session

From Friday Basketball session

From Friday Basketball session

My friend, Zim is going to Amercia to work for 3 years and KY is going there to be his beloved "taitai" there.

Because they are leaving soon, we had a basketball session on Friday night. It was about a year since I went to NUS for basketball. Things had really changed a lot.

From Friday Basketball session

My other friends Prof. Ho has graduated, now working in DSO. In addition he found his a girlfriend from NUS. ^^ He is one my of best friend in NUS because he is humble and kind. His girlfriend comes from China, currently doing her PHD in NUS. Only clever people can get together with clever people?

Chaihong is going to sign on to airforce becuase she likes army. @@ She has a weird interest.

Jialing came down for basketball recently. Guess what, Glen brought her down. I wonder will there be another scandal issue? LOL

Chuyue has sprain her ankle so I hope she recovered soon. She is still teaching in West Spring Secondary so I hope she is able to cope with her injured leg.

I cannot remember what I want to post. Anyway, I pray for Zim and Ky to be fine over at America and Prof. Ho and Xiao Li to a sweet loving couple.

Something about myself

I was really busy with work. I haven't got the time to really rest well because I have to prepare lots of worksheets and report for my CCA.

My favourtie sport swimming has been neglacted by me for a few months. I cannot swim when it kept raining in the december and I cannot swim after my work because I feel too tired.

My other hobbits, basketball has been distanced. I have not been playing basketball for a month or so. I wonder if I have lost my passive in basketball.

However, I think this is how the world works. There is no free lunch. When I let something go, other thing that will come. The most important thing that I have achieved are happiness and laughters of people. So I am a happy man! =)

I hope the rest of you can find a dream and try to achieve it.

Growing up

Look like.... they have grown up! =D

Today, I can see the difference in them before and after half a year. They have grown to be more mature, more bonded, more sensitive towards other people and more helpful.

Well done team! T.T I am very touched.

Changes

I feel that my life have changed quite a bit.

I am more loaded with work now as compared to a few years back when work was of reasonable load. I am mentally tired due to heavy planning.

I do not have my time to blog, play online games, exercise, read books, play basketball and play guitar. I feel sad that they are slowly leaving me. In addition, I am getting fatter each and everyday!!!! =/

But what I notice is that I have more friends as compared to last time. At least this is something good that I can be proud of. XD Having a healthy relationship (I have to emphasize on friendship) with different people is an amazing thing that no one should miss! Knowing the fact that working adult normally doesn't have many friends, so I should be even more happy. =)

Be it changing to good or bad, I will continue to face the future and try my best to make a better day.

"Chiong ah!!! Fai ah!!!!" LOL

Happiness

It has been quite a while since I posted.

I am busy with work but I am happy!

Many of my friends have shown their concern that I might over worked and I sincerely thank them. Do not worry. I am not stressful and I can still manage my current workload.

I really feel happy when I see the smile on people's face, the laughter that they have,or the kind of joy that they have shown. I think all those expressions are rare and unique. The only thing that I can do is capture those memories by taking photos. Relationship is hard to build. Treasure it!

Dear seat

Emo-ed and sad.

Where is my table!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

Just want to say I miss you, my dear seat!

Werid tree

I saw this weird tree while I was walking home from my work place.

First question! Why is this tree weird?

It is because the tree has no leaf on it. If you noticed the trees at it surrounding are more green! @@

Second question! What has happened to the tree?

Good question. I do not know! hahaha

Conclusion of the day...
Not all the questions in the world has an answer, just accept the fact when there is no truth!

Overwhelming with work

I cant believe I am that busy till I have no time to do some of my favourite stuff like blogging. =(

Just a quick updates, I am tired, unhappy and sad. However life goes on.

Chicken still cannot fly.
Pig still cannot climb tree.
Cow still cannot dunk.
Alex still cannot die.

Right, life goes on with all those rubbish. LOL

Gong Xi Fa Cai. =D

Exam

All the best to those who are taking examination. =)

Work hard, jiayou!

Let the colour of your results fly high up to the sky to form an rainbow! =)

My cute cat

Just enjoying taking photo of my cat. =)

Sad monster ='(

I do not feel good because someone said this to me:

"I thought you live in school."

This sentence hitted me hard. I did not expect such a comment would come out from the mouth of that someone.

I did some reflection after that person left.

First, I reflect on my words, sentences and actions but I found no clue.

Second, I am pretty sure that I asked a favor and I was not commanding that person.

Lastly, I am pretty sure that I am not self centred because I think about this issue while I was writing this post. This is not a complain. I just want to talk about it.

I do not feel good because I felt like......

"Help! my back is bleeding!:

There was someone else while that person made this comment. The person made the situation sounded as if I was forcing that person to meet, when in the first place, the person asked me to meet. I was full of dots!

The reasons I stay back late are because
1) I want to took photographs while my students are training. This is because I want my students to know how happy they are. I do not want my students to end up in my situation because I do not even have a photo of my secondary days. That is sad, isn't it?

2) I want to finish the daily admin work so that I do not need to rush at the end of the term or semester. I know that everyone's working style is different, but why can't other respect my working style? I am not even endangering your career for goodness sake! Anyway, I will be going off to study again. Why do that someone need to worry?


bleh bleh bleh... Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

Ok I am done with the long winded story! =)

Conclusion of the day...
Forget and move on! Jiayou jiayou!

Past weeks

Time really fly.

I was busy with the 'N' level invigilation during the September holidays.

And the next moment, I found myself busy with maintaining websites.

Today, I was really tired because I went swimming and playing basketball for the past few days.

My life is full of activities, but I am feeling weird. I wonder why? I guess I am feeling kinda emo after my delicious lunch. XD

Conclusion of the day.
Too much food will make me emo! XD

Cat

From My cat

My cat =)

Meow meow meow!

Heavy rain

From Heavy rain

From Heavy rain

Last Sunday, I woke up with happiness because it was raining cats and dogs in the morning. =)

I love rain since I know there is such thing as "rain".

I feel it kinda funny because rain makes me happy. Many of my friends hated rain, so I guess I am just adnormal! =D

What happen to blogger?

I wonder what is between blogger and Singtel.

Why is the programming code not comparable? =/

It is really irritating to use blogger.

Random post

This week was not a smooth week for me. Things got lost. Work was incompleted. My health was not good either. My mental strength is losing focus. =/ It is irritating.

I went for root canal on Saturaday morning. It costed me a thousand one hundred and twenty five bucks Singapore dollar just to get my tooth fixed. T.T Broke ^$$^

I went to school after the dental appointment to continue my work but the network was down. =/ With my aching tooth and frustration, I went home. I battled with sleeping monster but in the end, he killed me. I was K.Oed.

Woke up at night with a bit of headache, I went to Vivo for dinner. I was so unhappy that I ate ice cream for my dinner! Happy me but money gone again! LOL

That's all for this week. I am glad that I am still alive and well. At least, I still have my cat to cheer me up. =)

Conclusion of the week...
Resilience! jiayou jiayou! fight fight fight!

I have a lousy camera

I was trying to explore the function of my camera. The conclusion is I have a lousy camera. =(

I cannot buy D90 (a type of camera) now because D90 is currently very expensive due shortage of stocks.

Therefore I have to wait for the stocks to arrive. =(

There are some of the photo that are taken using my lousy camera. =/